1. |
What is Fun
02:15
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You were waiting for the train to come
Acting like we never tried and never came undone
You were looking like you couldn't breathe
I just turned my head in disbelief
I can't deny it
I never came around
I can't decide
what is then and what is done
And what is fun.
There was one day when you came around
Everthing was ok then
Nothing kept us down
But wounds are things that always tend to bleed
And you just use my love to get relief
I can't deny it
I never came around
I can't decide
what is then and what is done
And what is fun.
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2. |
Life in Your Face
02:26
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Maybe don't worry I'm perfect tonight
Maybe I'll come round and sit for awhile
Maybe I'll come round and get on your nerves
You can't touch me today
Cos it's life in your face
You were so attached to what you believe
There was a shitload of sides you don't see
I would just come round and laugh and disgrace
You can't touch me today
Cos it's life in your face
You try to talk me round
But your flaw is common ground
If it helps you sleep at night
I'm like this all the time.
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3. |
Planting Seeds of Doubt
03:21
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Fear of the ones that make it
You sat around and let them take it
You just accept to fake it
And others joy makes you feel naked now
A lifetime of anonymity
A prison of mediocrity
You live the weak man's dream
You prefer to be left be
When you see others rise
You can't stand to see them smile
You see a charm giving up
You break commitment down to luck
You'll always choose the quick way out
I call it planting seeds of doubt
You claim it's contemplation
But your mind works on automation
You claim emancipation
In fact your world's a hater nation now
You're stuck in a bleak purgatory
Unlikely to ever struggle free
You live a life of nods and shrugs
Where Warmth and comfort is your drug
You feel alive and most at home
When haters run the show
You need approval to decide
You're more content to fall in line
You think success is selling out
I call it planting seeds of doubt
Walk through each day with nothing to leave behind
Look for the edge and never believe your mind
The pain that you feel is a product of self design
Sharpen the blade until you enjoy the grind
You assume and think you know
You would prefer to just lay low
You live a life that's in your head
You'd rather stay at home in bed
You think your thought's are really deep
You think that shallowness is cheap
You don't believe in acting out
I call it planting seeds of doubt
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4. |
Amberlene
02:57
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My Amberlene is on everyone's mind now
I can't believe how you wanna deny how
My Amberlene is on everyone's mind now
You can believe what you want I was there all along
When she walks by she sees I'm lost in my brain
And she takes pride in my mistaken delay
I got everything I need in my head
You can believe what you want I was there along
My Amberlene is on everyone's mind now
I can't believe how you wanna deny how
My Amberlene is on everyone's mind now
You can believe what you want I was there all along
I got my hands in my pockets and I'm waiting
I got a line on my head from all the hating
And if you wanna see pathetic well I been there
You can believe what you want I was there all along
She walks by and I'm defeated again
A year goes by and everything is the same
The weekend's here so I can scatter my brain
You can believe what you want I was there all along
I got my hands in the pocket and I'm waiting
I got a line on my head from all the hating
And if you wanna see pathetic well I been there
You can believe what you want I was there all along
My Amberlene is on everyone's mind now
I can't believe how you wanna deny how
My Amberlene is on everyone's mind now
You can believe what you want I was there on my own
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5. |
Victim
02:52
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6. |
Walking on Wire
03:34
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Try to keep my head down and running
Try to keep my eyes down I'm burning up
Try to keep my head down and running
They're all on my mind
Walking on wire
You were right for once but then you let 'em down
If you were wrong or right it doesn't matter now
Cos the creeps are sworn in 'til it's six in the morning
Then your coming down
You'll be on the steps until you hit it right
Should be sweet by now but she was dynamite
And if you say a thing I'm good to throw it all in
That's if you say it just right
Try to keep my head down and running
Try to keep my eyes down I'm burning up
Try to keep my head down and running
It's all in my mind and walking on wire
What do you know
What do you say
Where would you go
If you went away
The clock is on time
And tickin' just fine
You might get left back if you don't leave it behind
It was all wrong
But you were alright
The end is right there
Unless you keep it in sight
Let the game be
Despite what you see
Just take it from me
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7. |
I.C.E
02:18
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I seen her round today
And things just ain't the same
And now she's on my mind
And I'm wasting all my time
So now I know what hope can bring
It's never given me one thing
There she goes again
Now she's running round with him
Emotions rot my mind
I just wait and bide my time
Oh can't you see the state I'm in
I'm living like a weakling
Why not just take it all
You live to make me fall
I can't escape your heart
And it's ripping me apart
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8. |
Schemin'
03:31
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Schemin',
Schemin' all the time
Schemin',
Schemin' on my mind
You don't wanna know what I've been schemin with my time
You might never find out what, that's my sweetest crime
And I've been
Schemin' all the day
You don't wanna know what I've been schemin'
Schemin',
I want my revenge
Schemin',
Your role all depends
If you wanna know wanna know what I been schemin' with my time
You been running round your head and I been running wild
and I been.
Schemin' all the day
You don't wanna know what I've been schemin'
Is there something on your mind you won't tell me
Is their something in your heart that won't let you be
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9. |
Debt
03:38
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You like to give
When you take it away
You stick around so that
Everyone needs you to stay
You used to say
Time was still on our side
You used to sit on the fence
When you don't take my side
If anyone could see you now
The irony would strike you down
With all the debt you had to spend
You couldn't buy yourself a friend
And when you ask these things of me
I find it hard that you can't see
That everyone was on your side
But then you spoiled it all with pride
You got the means to make things right
You got beliefs that get you lost without a spine
And when you let your conscience be
Then you might grace us with your superiority
If anyone could see you now
The irony would strike you down
With all the debt you had to spend
You couldn't buy yourself a friend
And when you ask these things of me
I find it hard that you can't see
That everyone was on your side
But then you spoiled it all with pride
You'd like to live
Others say it's too late
You got no corners to turn
And nothing left to take
Time does it's thing
And for you that's ok
You walk around in a haze
But you think you're engaged.
If anyone could see you now
The irony would strike you down
With all the debt you had to spend
You couldn't buy yourself a friend
And when you ask these things of me
I find it hard that you can't see
That everyone was on your side
But then you spoiled it all with pride
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10. |
Eulogy
04:07
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If you were born with a thorn in your side
You might relate with everything you try to hide
Turn the clock back and you'd know
Everyone needs a fix all the time
It's just a bitch when nothing's all that makes you smile
Turn the clock back it all hurt
All this time you've were waiting and I know
That this time you'll be waiting...
There's some good in everything you wanna say
It's just a bitch you never say it anyway
Turn the clock back and you'd know
If you tried to shift the blame weight off of me
It might not do a thing but I just wanna see
Turn the clock back it all hurt
All this time you've been waiting and I know
That this time you'll be waiting far more
Did you wanna set right?
Could you ever sleep at night?
Did you think of where you been?
Did you care bout anything?
Did you get your peace of mind?
Was it all a waste of time?
I don't think you were to blame
I don't look at you the same
They all tell me I'm wrong
Like it's normal your gone
And now life carried on.
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11. |
Never Tell a Lie
03:42
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You can try but you never deceive me
You just climb for the upper ground
It's only fair when you say you don't believe me
But it's been years since you burned your crown
There was something that you said that day
They weren't listening to you anyway
Declare to me there ain't a prayer for me
But you don't ever tell me why
Now it's clear to me you ain't got eyes to see
But you don't never tell a lie
Looking round for a benign emotion
They're lining up just to see you fall
Try to hide but the wheels was in motion
You leave them smiling and you made the call
There was something that you said that day
They weren't listening to you anyway
You declare to me there ain't a prayer for me
But you don't ever tell me why
Now it's clear to me you ain't got eyes to see
But you don't never tell a lie
Talk it up and get shut down
The sideline folk will watch you drown
You take back what you say
Like it never got played
And then you deny everything
You declare to me there ain't a prayer for me
But you don't ever tell me why
Now it's clear to me you ain't got eyes to see
But you don't never tell a lie
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12. |
You Don't Understand
02:47
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I had the nerve to tell you
While you were in demand
It was my worst decision
But you don't understand
And if the world forgot you
Without a leg to stand
You'd take the same position
Cos you don't understand
You just go anywhere that you wanna be
It's like a maze for you but it's plain to me
You float around and round it that paradise
In which you reside
And you're on my mind
I looked around to find you
I had my heart in hand
I wanted to remind you
But you don't understand
I said my best to please you
You threw it in the can
I don't know why I need you
Baby you don't understand
You just go anywhere that you wanna be
It's like a maze for you but it's plain to me
You float around and round it that paradise
In which you reside
And you're on my mind
And you know
You won't believe the things that I'm willing to say
And you don't resist the tides when they're turning my way
It ain't about the things that I want
It ain't about the fact that you're gone
It's just about all the things that I need it to mean.
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13. |
Maybe
04:25
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Try to act like it don't mean a thing
Try to hide from the one good thing
Maybe I tried and now I can't get anyone back on my side
Try to live with what you can get
Try to live with what you regret
Maybe I tried and now I can't get anyone back on my side
You can lie 'til words don't mean a thing
You can cry 'til maybe maybe your eyes start to bleed
You can hide in the dark 'til you die in your skin
But I wouldn't know why
Maybe I tried
You keep trying real hard to make it an acceptable win
You keep beating your head on a wall until you can't understand
You got a look on your face that nobody would want to defend
You keep severing ties and love until you can't find a friend
And then you do it again
I run my mouth like it don't mean a thing
If you don't care why would you listen in
Maybe I tried and now I can't get anyone back on my side
You can lie 'til words don't mean a thing
You can cry 'til maybe maybe your eyes start to bleed
You can hide in the dark 'til you die in your skin
But I wouldn't know why
Maybe I tried
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